Greetings Dear Friends,

I recently had the wonderful opportunity to head out to the majestic Spirit Rock retreat center just north of San Francisco for a 9 day silent Vipassana meditation.  A dear friend and benefactor Joey (pictured above) has been visiting Spirit Rock at least once a year for over a decade, and was kind enough to gift me with this experience.  I have had a steady 20 min daily meditation practice for quite some time. Yet this was different. It was in fact in every way, one of the most powerful experiences in my entire life.  No phone, no speaking, no writing, no reading, no entertainment.  Just the whole of me abiding in the silence, for ten hours of meditation a day.  Walking, sitting, standing, and laying down – and a continuum of practice in between.  Slowly the internal conversations fell away and what was left was an inne stillness and spaciousness that  I have touched before in medicine & ceremony, yet never with the sustainability the deep practice has connected me with.  Since that time, I have been immersing in a minimum of 2 hours of meditation a day to go with my 30 min Qi Gong practice.  And the result, an explosion in energy, inner calm, clarity of vision and creativity. Click the Image above or this link to read a short article on my big takeaways from this truly life transformative experience. 

This newsletter is going to be packed with content given I skipped April for introspection (Despite Spring’s usual blossoming, I had to listen to the Inner Compass).  Speaking of which, I am beyond thrilled to offer my brand new program called Inner Compass Threshold & Transition mentorship.  This is in many ways the full expression and culmination of my journey in psychedelic medicine, initiation and mindfulness exploration.  This program is directly attuned to those moving through a season of powerful transitioning.  Whether departing or reconfiguring a  partnership, feeling called into a new vocation, attuning to new friend & community groups, facing a deep and powerful spiritual emergence/emergency, or just a clear realization that the lifestyle and perspective that once served is at a critical phase of upheaval and transitioning.  I have experienced all of these experiences and experienced how intense and challenging it was not to have adequate support. Additionally, I have also experienced that the traditional arc of ethical and skilled Assessment, preparartion, navigation and integration of ceremonies is just not enough to permanently shift the state of the experiencer.  Explore below the full Inner Compass Mentorship Program.

In this newsletter, you will also find details on the new Executive Order on Psychedelics, new research on lasting brain changes after Psilocybin use, psychedelics influence on values, Trauma recall and its challenges in psychedelics, an incredibly comprehensive App for Dharma Talks and my favorite Qi Gong facilitator offering free sessions on youtube.  I hope you find this information supportive for your path.  And as always, thank you for being a part of this journey! 

President Trump moved in mid April to “reverse the crisis of serious mental illness in America” by boosting access to psychedelic drugs in clinical settings. In an executive order, he directed the federal government to rush access to treatments and reevaluate their status as controlled substances.

The order directs the Food and Drug Administration to expedite some psychedelics as breakthrough drugs, as well as allowing them to be used through right-to-try legislation, which allow terminally ill patients to try experimental drugs outside of usual regulatory pathways.

 

Marty Makary, the commissioner of the FDA, said three priority review vouchers would be given to three serotonin 2a agonists, psychedelics, next week. He said decisions from the agency could be expected later this summer…

Psychedelics have robust effects on acute brain function and long-term behavior but whether they also cause enduring functional and anatomical brain changes is largely unknown. In an exploratory, placebo-controlled, within-subjects, electroencephalography (EEG), and magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) study in 28 healthy, entirely psychedelic-naive participants, anatomical and functional brain changes are detected from one-hour to one-month after a single high-dose (25 mg) of psilocybin. Increases in cognitive flexibility, psychological insight, and well-being are seen at one-month. Diffusion tensor imaging (DTI) done before and one-month after 25 mg psilocybin reveals decreased axial diffusivity bilaterally in prefrontal-subcortical tracts that correlate with decreases in brain network modularity (fMRI) over the same month. Enduring functional brain changes are largely absent, but network modularity change (numerical decrease) negatively correlates with well-being change (significant increase), in line with previous findings in depression. Increased cortical signal entropy (EEG) at 1- and 2-hours post-dosing predicts improved psychological well-being at one-month. Next-day psychological insight mediates the entropy to well-being relationship. All effects are exclusive to 25 mg psilocybin; no effects occur with a 1 mg psilocybin placebo…

The experience of recalled trauma during psychedelic experiences
and perceived links to subsequent extended difficulties

This mixed-methods study investigated the relationship between recalled childhood trauma during psychedelic experiences and subsequent extended psychological difficulties. While psychedelics can facilitate emotional processing of autobiographical material, a minority experience adverse effects or re-traumatization when trauma resurfaces. Phase 1 surveyed 608 individuals who experienced post-psychedelic difficulties lasting beyond acute effects. Those linking difficulties to early trauma (41.8%) were significantly older, more often female, were more likely to report a prior mental-illness diagnosis, and were more likely to use psychedelics in guided settings compared to those without trauma links. They also reported significantly more emotional difficulties but fewer perceptual difficulties after the experience. Phase 2 involved semi-structured interviews with 18 purposively selected participants. Reflexive thematic analysis identified four themes: direct trauma re-experiencing (39% of participants, including some with no prior memory of events), symbolic/somatic re-embodiment (22%), fragmentation and confusion (50%), and varied post-experience trajectories.

Outcomes ranged from predominantly positive integration (50%) to mixed effects (28%) to re-traumatization (22%). The study highlights uncertainty around memory veridicality as a source of ongoing distress for some participants. Findings emphasize the critical need for trauma-informed approaches to psychedelic use, stressing appropriate preparation, supportive settings, and robust integration support to maximize therapeutic potential while preventing re-traumatization.

Stream literally hundreds and thousands of Dharma talks and guided meditations from brilliant teachers from all throughout the world including Jack Kornfield, Sharon Salzburg, Joseph Goldstein, Mark Coleman and many more. I have personally found this to be a brilliant source of insight and teaching on innumerable topics on the Damma Path as a way of life.

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Joseph Campbell taught us that the hero’s journey always includes a descent into the underworld. Not as punishment, but as initiation. Jung called this confrontation with the Shadow—those rejected, disowned aspects of ourselves and our collective that we’ve relegated to darkness. When the Shadow rises uninvited into our streets, into our communities, into the places we thought were safe, it demands we look at what we’ve been refusing to see.

For three full weeks, I have been waking up every morning with the rising sun to drop into this 30 minute Qi Gong meditation offered by Thich Man Tue. It is beautiful practice including the complete set of 8 Qi Gong practices called Baduanjin, self massage, and a relaxing visualization. It has been a beautiful addition to my morning and day.Binaural and solfeggio frequencies can be incredibly rejuvinating to the body and supportive to healthy brain function. Inner Lotus is a youtube channel I have personally be using for a few years for meditation, contemplation and sleep.  They have a vast library of specific frequencies that target certain forms of healing. I highly recommend checking them out and hope you enjoy! 

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